There something about you. My heart always beating, I will sweaty, and my hand shaking every time you're beside me. Is this called true love? Because I know how long this love can hold it in my heart. It will be forever, I love you and I will always love you. ❤

Out of Comfort Zone!

"Syda, tolong jangan update lagi gambar-gambar pemangkin kau. Tolonglah, semua itu bakal menyakitkan hati kau saja. Nanti kau akan merendahkan diri kau yang dah sedia ada rendah itu kerana melihat pencapaian mereka ke menara gading. Tolonglah Syda, hentikan apa yang kau buat ini." - kata aku kepada diri sendiri.

Baik, aku stop. Misi untuk berubah sudah bermula. Berubah menuju kejayaan sendiri untuk diri sendiri. Bukan untuk orang lain. Aku tahu aku boleh buat. InsyaAllah aku boleh buat. Aku merancang tapi hanya dengan keredhaan-Nya, baru aku boleh laksanakan segalanya. Mencari kebahagiaan diri sudah aku letakkan jauh-jauh dari lubuk hati. Aku kene kuat, sebab aku rasa aku dah terlampau manjakan diri ini. Aku kena berusaha semoga aku setaraf dengan pemangkinku. :)

My inspiration, I bet you gonna look at me someday!

The Inspiration.

Tengku Muhammad Fahmi (March 12, 1990)

Salam. First of all, aku sebenarnya tak kenal pun dengan lelaki yang bernama Tengku Muhammad Fahmi nih. Tapi aku tertarik dengan life style dia. This is one of the best picture ever and sebenarnya aku selalu update dia punya picture dekat Facebook. Aku nih macam stalker pon ada but NO I'm not. Just for me, his face look pure/natural and innocent. Nak-nak time nampak gambar dia in fully dressed baju melayu. Oh my God! Tak menahan diri dari menekan right click and kerja copy paste dijalankan. By the way Tengku Muhammad Fahmi, I'm so sorry because I didn't get your permission to grab your picture. But the truth is, aku sangat tertarik dengan gambar nih. Happy :)

Oh Tuhan.

Sayunya hati bila diiringi alunan violin terhebat oleh Alexander Rybak - Song from The Secret Garden. Mengucapkan kata-kata semangat untuk diri sendiri supaya mengembalikan keyakinan yang dahulunya pernah wujud seketika untuk diri aku. Bagi teman-teman, aku merupakan pembangkit semangat mereka. Tapi apakan daya, aku tak mampu berbuat demikian untuk diri sendiri. I'm so fragile, can be crack anytime and anywhere. Oh God, I also need someone to cheer me up. Please, please and please lend me someone who willing stand by my side even just for a while. Someone like "my new inspiration". After I get back my spirit and confidence, I'll return him back to you. Promise to you.

Tapi adilkah dunia bagi orang yang dilupai? Atau bagi orang yang ditinggalkan? Atau adilkah dunia bagi seseorang yang kurang medapat kasih sayang? Aku perlu mendapatkan kembali semangat aku yang telah lama hilang. Aku kene kembalikan keyakinan aku yang juga telah lama hilang. Oh TUHAN, tolonglah hambamu ini. Aku pohon jikalau Engkau mengambil segala apa harta aku didunia ini, Engkau janganlah rampas keluargaku, semangatku, keyakinanku dan serta kasihku terhadap-Mu. Tolonglah.

Best New Member of The Month.

The cute picture ever! Photo by Joey Johari. He was born on March 20, 1989 and stay at Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. Dia tak nak claim diri sendiri manja but the truth is, he was. Just joking ok Joey. But the most important is, Joey's really cute boy! Iye, dia sangat comel dengan mata ikannya itu. I really want to pinch his cheek. :))

Can You Fall in Love with Someone You've Never Met?

Kata Syda:
Maybe it depends on what you mean by falling in love. For me, I'll take sight, touch, movement, etc. that comes with actually meeting someone, finding the real attraction, and letting the mystique of "getting to know" each other work its magic.
But I won't sell short the romantic idea of thinking about the ideal of that interesting stranger you've never actually met either. Surely off in the distance somewhere, at some time. Don't you think?

David feedback:
You can fall in love with someone you've never met. I've had loads of crushes, but what makes it worse is, this is the first time I've genuinly fallen in love and she's taken. ):

Solacemoon Feedback:
I know what your saying that the love you have for someone you never met is probably more of an ideal.I'll tell you though love when it comes you feel it and no matter if the person is right there or far away it feels the same.
I do believe even if you do end up falling in love with someone you haven't met you eventually do have to meet but never expect perfection.I think you have to think I love this person but unconditionally at this point in time and it is a friendship.if it is meant to be something more it will be.I know it is possible to love someone you haven't met because I'm experiencing it myself but keeping things in perspective.Can I love in the real world yes of course but to be honest my world is small and people are not as friendly as they used to be.

Jordan Beightel Feedback:
I think it's possible to fall in love with someone over the internet. Love is a deep connection. One that can't be obtained at first glance. I think that when you're not able to hold that person close to you and see them and kiss them on a regular basis. It bonds you closer so that when you finally do meet.. it'll be magical. One day I'll be able to experience that magic. :)

Nina Feedback:
Well i have met someone thats in Iraq right now. We obviously cant meet until Feb but even then he lives in AK and im in CA. I spend all my free time talking to him and all time to sleep talking to him because theres a 12 hour difference. He accepts my flaws and makes me feel happy. I worry that he could be lying to me about things when im sitting here falling head over heels. I feel crazy!!

Kayla Feedback:
I do believe u can fall in love with someone u haven't met. I'm going through that now. We live in the same city but we never are in the same place at the same time it just sucks. I'm only 14 though but he might go to my school next year and I just hope he does. He is the best thing in my life. He told me that I'm the best thing in his life last week. I just know in my heart I am in love with him.

My Opinion About My Last Post "I Never Stopped".

Meeting you was fate.

Becoming your friend was a choice.

But falling in love with you was beyond my control.

Apabila semuanya tidak dapat diluahkan dan masing-masing memendam perasaan. Adilkah dunia? Permainan perasaan yang teramat menyeksakan. "Manusia" memerlukan pendirian yang tetap dalam permainan perasaan ini. Ini bukan perkara yang boleh dibawa main, kerana pada aku, perasaan merupakan perkara yang paling dekat dengan hati. Boleh membuatkan manusia biasa seperti aku menjadi sedih dan bahagia, semua dalam sekelip mata sahaja. Semoga semuanya berjalan dengan lancar. Amin.

Between Shia LaBeouf and Zac Efron.

Shia LaBeouf is way better than Efron unless you were talking to a girl under 13. So great job Shia! For me LaBeouf didn’t get stucked as Efron has. Sorry, but is my view. I mean, LaBeouf was also in a Disney channel series,Even Stevens and then he moved on. With the movies I’ve seen of him it’s like saying out loud he’s got like more experience in different type of films. I mean he can dance too. Man, he’s been in Transformers, Eagle Eye and for goodness sake, Indiana Jones! A lot of action movies. Anyway I prefere LaBeouf as an actor! He’s so really good with his facial expressions. He makes you believe as if things were really happening!

And for Zac Efron, is like I’m a bit bored of repetition. I don’t know about you but I see that LaBeouf is growing as an actor. People workin around can be pushing him to his limit and do a terrific job and he’s really getting into very interesting movies. Efron has somehow stayed in movies like high school musical and now he’s giving a shot with 17 again, which involves dancing and basket again? What the hell? Funny thought, I’ve seen these two in ER when they were like kids? but yeah, they’re doing a good job.

Hurm, maybe we should ask Spielberg about this!

I'll Never Stopped.

G: Your new girlfriend is pretty. (I bet she stole your heart.)
B: Yeah. She is. (but you're still the most beautiful girl I know)
G: I heard she's funny an amazing. (all the stuff I wasn't)
B: Sure she is. (but she's nothing compared to you)
G: I bet you know everything about her by now. (like how you knew just everything about me)
B: Only the stuff that count. (I can't remember what she says when I'm think of you)

G: Well I hope you guys last. (because we never did)
B: I hope we do , too. (what happened to me and you?)
G: Well, I have to go. (before I start to cry)
B: Yeah me too. (I hope you don't cry)
G: Bye. (I still love you)
B: Later. (I'll never stopped)

Girls Talk About.

Lee Dong-hae (born October 15, 1986), better known mononymously as Donghae , is a Korean pop singer and occasional actor. He is one of four lead dancers of boy band Super Junior and is part of its subgroup, Super Junior-M. Donghae is also one of the first four Korean artists to appear on Chinese postage stamps. Donghae was born in Mokpo, Jeollanam. Donghae initially had a dream to become an athlete, but under the influence of his father, who had a wish to become a singer, Donghae decided to train himself to become a singer. In 2001, Donghae successfully signed a contract with SM Entertainment soon after he jointly won the Best Outward Appearance award with future band mate Sungmin on the company's third annual SM Youth Best Contest. Under SM Entertainment, Donghae was put in singing, dancing, and acting lessons that same year. He was then recruited into a five-member boy band Smile, with future band mate Leeteuk, but the idea was soon dropped. In 2004, Donghae was put into another boy band and formed Super Junior with eleven other trainees. The group later became known as Super Junior 05, the presumed first generation of the rotational music group, Super Junior. Several days before the group debuted, Donghae made a brief appearance in November 2005 at SBS's Shin Dong-yup's There Is There Isn't panel.

Happy Becoming V'day Everyone.

Sekarang macam semua orang tengah sibuk mencari teman untuk V'day, atau mana yang dah ada teman, tengah mencari lokasi romantik untuk V'day. Cume aku rasa benda macam tu sudah tak diperlukan. Seperti tahun tahun yang sudah, aku menyambut V'day dengan family and my good friends. Thats good enough for me. Cuma aku agak cemburu dengan "sweet couple" yang telah prove dekat aku yang diorang memang bertahan lama dalam cinta mereka. Harapkan yang terbaik untuk mereka, itu doa aku.

Operasi "make a friend" and "be a good friend" sedang dijalankan. Mendapat kawan baru seperti Akmal Jamal dan Amir Aizat memang menyenangkan aku sebenarnya. Kawan aku all time iaitu Fiqa Shah, Syed Almashoor, Johan Kassim, Hani Shah dan Faezah Talib pula memang sentiasa berada di sisi aku dalam apa jua keadaan. Alhamdulillah, syukur sangat mereka datang dalam hidup aku yang makin hari makin menjadi sebahagian dalam diri aku ni.

Semoga hidup aku makin diterangi sinar mereka. ❤