Good to know.

Name: Syda / Chah.

Sex: Female.

Birth Date/Place: 14th May, 1988 / Negeri Sembilan.

Status: Single and totally available.

Hometown: Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

Physical: Height 150cm / Weight 49kg.

Hair/Eye Color: Fully black.

Realive Character: Silly, clumsy and nonstop talking/laughing except when I'm sleeping!

Cartoon Character: Froggy, snake and turtle.

Love: Babies, K-Pop and cute guy (girls do love cute guy am I right?)

Ideal type: Kim Jonghyun (click at his name)

All Time Song: Confession by 4Men, Fall Again by Glenn Lewis, and So Beautiful by Pete Murray.

Hobby: Collecting stickers, deco, and reading.

Habit: Singing in toilet, talking nonsence all the time, laughing maniac, and kiss picture of JH before going to sleep.

Fact: I have "bantal busuk" since I'm 6th and I really can't live without it! kekeke^^

Leave Right Now.

Will Young - Leave right now. Lagu yang sedang terngiang di telinga, lirik yang sangat menyentap hati. Hahah it's 100% true, guys! On my situation lah. And mana tau u guys pun in same situation like me.

I think I better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now

I'm here, so please explain
Why you're opening up a healing wound again
I'm a little more careful, perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs at least I’m spared the lows
Now I tremble in your arms
What could be the harm?
To feel my spirit calm?

I wouldn't know how to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you've got your smile back
Like you say - you're right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten, twice as shy
If I'm proud, perhaps I should explain
I couldn't bear to loose you again

About you.

"Syukur" is the best word after I get to know you. Age just a number for me, even you're older, I've never consider you as a brother. "The most perfect man in the world", I think that title should belong to you. For me, you're my good friend, you're my good listener, and you're definitly a good human. Even if you can't remember me anymore, I'm already satisfied because I get to know you before. Right now, I've to hold my feeling. But if can meet each other again (by fate), I hope you'll falling to me like I'm falling to you, before and forever. This song always make me remember you, Fall Again by Glenn Lewis :

Feels like a fire that burns in my heart
Every single moment that we spend apart
I need you around for every day to start
I haven't left you alone
There's something about you, I stare in your eyes
And everything I'm looking for I seem to find
All this time away is killing me inside
I need your love in my life

I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall in you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again

You'll try everything you never thought would work before
When you live, when you love, and you give them your all
You can always give up some more
Baby nothing means anything unless you're here to share with me
I can breathe, I can bleed, I can die in my sleep
Cause you're always there in my dreams

Great things.

Sebelum aku terfikir nak tulis blog, aku rasa macam banyak jee nak cerita. Tapi bila da start menaip, otak jadi blur pulak. Haihh macam mana nih?? Ok ok, lately aku asyik ulang lagu 4Men - I Can't. Hahahh sumpah bila aku tengok MV lagu nih, 3 hari aku meraung!! OMG bak kata Usher. Seriously best, and touching abes kut! TAPI, aku jaranggg sangat sangat nak menanges pasal MV macam tuh, cume bile mood datang nak sesedih, hahhh mula lah kannn!!

Cerita sang cinderella yang berangan nak kawen dengan anak raja aku tukarkan kepada cerita "sang kura kura dengan sang kuda putih" , boleh ke? Hahah ibarat aku lah si kura kura lembab nak mati berangan nak kawen dengan kuda putih yg tegap dan kacak! Berangan jee and tak mungkin jadi kenyataan!! Ok stop Syda, you're crossing that line! Hahah, ni aku kenal kan sang kuda putih, si kacak dan si comel. Namanya Jaejin, bassist FT Island. Umur 19. Muda? Tak ada masalah. Ape ade hal dengan umur kan? Sekarang dah tahun 2010, beb! Hahahhh :) Ni lah artis yang paling aku suka and dok cerita kat cik Fika. Pasal boyfriend whatsoever aku langsung tak nak fikir. Boleh ke gitu? Boleh kut sebab aku banyak komitmen lain lagi nak difikirkan.

Ok, kepada semua yg berkenaan, aku mintak maaf kalau ade menyinggung perasaan semua. I love you all lahh :) Semoga success semua!!

XOXO

Truth about 'a guy'.

1. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible. ^^
2. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me." :'( (touched!)
3. Guys, dont think you're cool being a bad boy. Not every woman goes for bad boys, even a nice guy can be bad. :)
4. Boys are more emotional than you think. If they loved you, it's hard for them to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. ^^' (i love this one)
5. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty. ^^
6. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can. -.- (ouhhh)
7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Giving a guy hanging message like "You know what?.......Uhm, nevermind!" would make him jump to a conclusion thats far from what ure thinking. -.-
9. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "I'll try again tomorrow."
10. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
11. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards. -.-
12. Guys like a challenge, they like the whole idea of pursuing a girl.
13. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about 'girls'. ;))
14. A guy would waste his time over video games & sports, the way a girl would do over her outfits & make-ups. (baru tahu *.*)
15. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up. ^^' (100% right! same goes to ladies)
16. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice. ^.^ (gila sweet)

Memories.

Dulu aku ber-empat dengan Bam, Fetty and Mimie. After that, aku ber-tiga dengan Bam and Mimie. And now tinggal aku ber-dua jee dengan Bam. I miss you so much, friends. :'( Hopeful we're back together someday, eventhough I already have Fiqa in persent. Hopeful.

p/s: rindu sangat nak hangout macam dulu, and share everything. :(

Something Sweet ^.^

Haihh, awal awal lagi dah mengeluh. Gila teringin sangat nak makan cookies Famous Amos. Kalau dapat, memang makan seorang jee hahahh tak boleh share tau tau (gila tamak aku) kalau boleh dah beli jee, depan kedai Famous Amos tuh jugak aku dah makan tau tau (kalau tak ade boyfriend pon aku rela selagi adenya chocolate and cookies kat dunia nih hahahh) ^^' Bukan ape, sometimes satu bende jee yang boleh buat life kita ni fun kan? So when it come to me, aku cakap cookies Famous Amos lah hahahhh -.- Almaklumlah, tak ade commitment lain katekan ^^' Cakap pasal commitment pulak, Kak Radh gila bahagia bila relationship dia direstui family heee :) Since her boyfriend balik Malaysia nih, everyday diorang dating. Aww gila romantic kan? Hahahh ^^' Eloklah tuh Kak, cepat cepatlah eh kahwin Kak Radh, I boleh jd flower girl you nanti ^-^ Ibu pulak dah tanye aku "soklan boleh bawak mati" haihhh -.- Bila nak ada boyfriend? Nanti nantilah eh, Ibu. Bukan ape, aku taknak bende ni tergesa-gesa. Taknak "boyfriend" orang, taknak "suami" orang, taknak "playboy", and taknak jenis lelaki yang "ex-nya still looking for him". Taknak OK?! Semua tuh bakal bawak masalah bagi aku nanti. Haihhh patutlah kawan-kawan aku cakap aku ni memilih. Yelah, bende bukan boleh bawak main, betul tak? -.- Bilik aku pulak dah penuh gambar "lelaki terlarang" hahahh ^^' Nak buat macam mana, nama pon bilik aku, nasib baik Ibu pon melayankan kerenah aku yang tak masuk akal nih hahahhh ^^' Yeah Ibu, uROCK! *,* And since bilik aku dah cun cun dengan "hot stuff", Kak Radh and Baby dah syok lepak dah haihhh -.- Mungkin sebab heronya si T.O.P and si Seungri ade tertampal di dinding kuh? Hehehh mungkinn :))

p/s: bila nak try Wonka Bar pulak haihh -.-

Like/Dislike -.-

• Suka pada Ular tapi tidak pada Rama-rama. (euu merayap!)
• Suke jee lepak tapi dengan Fiqa, Bam, Jo and Aizat sahaja. (entah aku pun tatau)
• Suka pada Pelangi tapi bukan pada Kuning. (err sbb warna di-raja kut?)
• Suka pada Playboy but say NO to Si Miang. (geli geli geli menyampah i)
• Suka pada perempuan cantik tapi tidak pada si belagak. (gila kau baget cun jee)
• Suka Chinese but not to Kalingga. (one word : LEKIT!)
• Suka sangat Sundae tapi tidak pada Cone-nya. (entah tatau ^^ hahahh)
• Suka baca Komik tapi tidak pada Novel. (meleret sangatlahh cerita panjang nihh)
• Suka make friends tapi tidak pada Si Sombong. (what for? kau bukannya hot stuff punn)
• Suka Soft Toy tapi yang kecil sahaja. (sebab yang kicik comel okeh?!)
• Suka sangat bercakap tapi tak suke cakap ulang-ulang. (penat tau tau tau -.- )
• Suke kumpul jewelry, and maybe hobi aku kut hahahhh. (sebab cantik and cute kut)
• Suka someone tapi tatau either cinta atau sahabat. (haihhh)

Malas lagi :(

Sumpah lama tak update! ^^' Gila malas aku nih, but still aku rajin baca blog orang lain. Adoh, at last, blog sendiri terabai. Takpe-takpe, ni nak update nih okeh? Sekarang aku tengah malas nak sambung novel aku yang tak bertajuk lagi, baru 40% penulisan. I need my inspiration!! (-.-') Aku as a writer pon dah terkeliru dengan watak yang dah bercampur aduk dengan plot yang tak tersusun lagi, adohh! Tolonglah jangan bagi aku malas, tolonglah Tuhan! Hahahh, gila serabut aku sekarang kan? ^^' Even feeling agak "melayang-layang di angkasa" tapi mood nak writing still tak sampai. Bam and Fiqa, where are you when i need you both?! Hahahh :) Bam cakap kat aku, "B, aku rase kau patut jadi penulis liriklah". Tapi macam mana aku nak tulis lirik yang indah-indah kalau hati aku sendiri tak berbunga-bunga? Selalunye yg menulis ni feeling sampai sebab they all banyak pengalaman bercinta. Selalu aku menulis, aku pinjam perasaan orang lain (or maybe aku kuat berangan kut?!), so thats why penulisan aku macam menarik. Johan pulak cakap, "Seriously babe! You kena tukar job! Be a writer! Writer who lovesssss to talk about LOVE. Yeah I love everything is this story! Yesss it was really good. Try laaa jadi writer! Yeah writer who wrote about love. Relationship and romance. Ala-ala Carrie Bradshaw dlm sex and the city!" Hahahhh :) Jo, thats why ILOVEYOU! Tersangat supportive ok? Aku rasa aku boleh menulis dengan baik pon sebab aku kuat berangan kut. Hahhahh, yeah it was! ^^'

Eh lupe nak bagi tahu, aku ade beli kaktus kat Ikea last Sunday. Tersangat cantik and aku bagi nama kaktus tuh "Big Bang", hahahhh gila tak masuk akal kan? :) Sebenarnye aku pantang pergi Ikea sebab mesti aku beli "soft toy". Paling-paling tidak pon mesti 4 soft toy aku beli. Ibu, dah dah kita kene kurangkan pergi Ikea sebab nanti duit ibu jugak yang abes sebab beli soft toy jee. ^^'

Red Crab.

"KANI baby bye bye!"

Ok, before everyone wondering what am I saying just now. "KANI" meaning "CRAB" in korean language. It starting when my boyfriend said this sentence to Fiqa's boyfriend, then we're look at each other and we're laugh!! I dont know why but it's really funny when you say it fast. We love crab very much. Until now, we're still used this sentence as a password when we meet each other. Hahah!