Good to know.

Name: Syda / Chah.

Sex: Female.

Birth Date/Place: 14th May, 1988 / Negeri Sembilan.

Status: Single and totally available.

Hometown: Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

Physical: Height 150cm / Weight 49kg.

Hair/Eye Color: Fully black.

Realive Character: Silly, clumsy and nonstop talking/laughing except when I'm sleeping!

Cartoon Character: Froggy, snake and turtle.

Love: Babies, K-Pop and cute guy (girls do love cute guy am I right?)

Ideal type: Kim Jonghyun (click at his name)

All Time Song: Confession by 4Men, Fall Again by Glenn Lewis, and So Beautiful by Pete Murray.

Hobby: Collecting stickers, deco, and reading.

Habit: Singing in toilet, talking nonsence all the time, laughing maniac, and kiss picture of JH before going to sleep.

Fact: I have "bantal busuk" since I'm 6th and I really can't live without it! kekeke^^

Leave Right Now.

Will Young - Leave right now. Lagu yang sedang terngiang di telinga, lirik yang sangat menyentap hati. Hahah it's 100% true, guys! On my situation lah. And mana tau u guys pun in same situation like me.

I think I better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now

I'm here, so please explain
Why you're opening up a healing wound again
I'm a little more careful, perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs at least I’m spared the lows
Now I tremble in your arms
What could be the harm?
To feel my spirit calm?

I wouldn't know how to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you've got your smile back
Like you say - you're right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten, twice as shy
If I'm proud, perhaps I should explain
I couldn't bear to loose you again

About you.

"Syukur" is the best word after I get to know you. Age just a number for me, even you're older, I've never consider you as a brother. "The most perfect man in the world", I think that title should belong to you. For me, you're my good friend, you're my good listener, and you're definitly a good human. Even if you can't remember me anymore, I'm already satisfied because I get to know you before. Right now, I've to hold my feeling. But if can meet each other again (by fate), I hope you'll falling to me like I'm falling to you, before and forever. This song always make me remember you, Fall Again by Glenn Lewis :

Feels like a fire that burns in my heart
Every single moment that we spend apart
I need you around for every day to start
I haven't left you alone
There's something about you, I stare in your eyes
And everything I'm looking for I seem to find
All this time away is killing me inside
I need your love in my life

I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall in you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again

You'll try everything you never thought would work before
When you live, when you love, and you give them your all
You can always give up some more
Baby nothing means anything unless you're here to share with me
I can breathe, I can bleed, I can die in my sleep
Cause you're always there in my dreams

Great things.

Sebelum aku terfikir nak tulis blog, aku rasa macam banyak jee nak cerita. Tapi bila da start menaip, otak jadi blur pulak. Haihh macam mana nih?? Ok ok, lately aku asyik ulang lagu 4Men - I Can't. Hahahh sumpah bila aku tengok MV lagu nih, 3 hari aku meraung!! OMG bak kata Usher. Seriously best, and touching abes kut! TAPI, aku jaranggg sangat sangat nak menanges pasal MV macam tuh, cume bile mood datang nak sesedih, hahhh mula lah kannn!!

Cerita sang cinderella yang berangan nak kawen dengan anak raja aku tukarkan kepada cerita "sang kura kura dengan sang kuda putih" , boleh ke? Hahah ibarat aku lah si kura kura lembab nak mati berangan nak kawen dengan kuda putih yg tegap dan kacak! Berangan jee and tak mungkin jadi kenyataan!! Ok stop Syda, you're crossing that line! Hahah, ni aku kenal kan sang kuda putih, si kacak dan si comel. Namanya Jaejin, bassist FT Island. Umur 19. Muda? Tak ada masalah. Ape ade hal dengan umur kan? Sekarang dah tahun 2010, beb! Hahahhh :) Ni lah artis yang paling aku suka and dok cerita kat cik Fika. Pasal boyfriend whatsoever aku langsung tak nak fikir. Boleh ke gitu? Boleh kut sebab aku banyak komitmen lain lagi nak difikirkan.

Ok, kepada semua yg berkenaan, aku mintak maaf kalau ade menyinggung perasaan semua. I love you all lahh :) Semoga success semua!!

XOXO

Truth about 'a guy'.

1. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible. ^^
2. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me." :'( (touched!)
3. Guys, dont think you're cool being a bad boy. Not every woman goes for bad boys, even a nice guy can be bad. :)
4. Boys are more emotional than you think. If they loved you, it's hard for them to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. ^^' (i love this one)
5. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty. ^^
6. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can. -.- (ouhhh)
7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Giving a guy hanging message like "You know what?.......Uhm, nevermind!" would make him jump to a conclusion thats far from what ure thinking. -.-
9. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "I'll try again tomorrow."
10. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
11. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards. -.-
12. Guys like a challenge, they like the whole idea of pursuing a girl.
13. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about 'girls'. ;))
14. A guy would waste his time over video games & sports, the way a girl would do over her outfits & make-ups. (baru tahu *.*)
15. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up. ^^' (100% right! same goes to ladies)
16. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice. ^.^ (gila sweet)

Memories.

Dulu aku ber-empat dengan Bam, Fetty and Mimie. After that, aku ber-tiga dengan Bam and Mimie. And now tinggal aku ber-dua jee dengan Bam. I miss you so much, friends. :'( Hopeful we're back together someday, eventhough I already have Fiqa in persent. Hopeful.

p/s: rindu sangat nak hangout macam dulu, and share everything. :(

Something Sweet ^.^

Haihh, awal awal lagi dah mengeluh. Gila teringin sangat nak makan cookies Famous Amos. Kalau dapat, memang makan seorang jee hahahh tak boleh share tau tau (gila tamak aku) kalau boleh dah beli jee, depan kedai Famous Amos tuh jugak aku dah makan tau tau (kalau tak ade boyfriend pon aku rela selagi adenya chocolate and cookies kat dunia nih hahahh) ^^' Bukan ape, sometimes satu bende jee yang boleh buat life kita ni fun kan? So when it come to me, aku cakap cookies Famous Amos lah hahahhh -.- Almaklumlah, tak ade commitment lain katekan ^^' Cakap pasal commitment pulak, Kak Radh gila bahagia bila relationship dia direstui family heee :) Since her boyfriend balik Malaysia nih, everyday diorang dating. Aww gila romantic kan? Hahahh ^^' Eloklah tuh Kak, cepat cepatlah eh kahwin Kak Radh, I boleh jd flower girl you nanti ^-^ Ibu pulak dah tanye aku "soklan boleh bawak mati" haihhh -.- Bila nak ada boyfriend? Nanti nantilah eh, Ibu. Bukan ape, aku taknak bende ni tergesa-gesa. Taknak "boyfriend" orang, taknak "suami" orang, taknak "playboy", and taknak jenis lelaki yang "ex-nya still looking for him". Taknak OK?! Semua tuh bakal bawak masalah bagi aku nanti. Haihhh patutlah kawan-kawan aku cakap aku ni memilih. Yelah, bende bukan boleh bawak main, betul tak? -.- Bilik aku pulak dah penuh gambar "lelaki terlarang" hahahh ^^' Nak buat macam mana, nama pon bilik aku, nasib baik Ibu pon melayankan kerenah aku yang tak masuk akal nih hahahhh ^^' Yeah Ibu, uROCK! *,* And since bilik aku dah cun cun dengan "hot stuff", Kak Radh and Baby dah syok lepak dah haihhh -.- Mungkin sebab heronya si T.O.P and si Seungri ade tertampal di dinding kuh? Hehehh mungkinn :))

p/s: bila nak try Wonka Bar pulak haihh -.-

Like/Dislike -.-

• Suka pada Ular tapi tidak pada Rama-rama. (euu merayap!)
• Suke jee lepak tapi dengan Fiqa, Bam, Jo and Aizat sahaja. (entah aku pun tatau)
• Suka pada Pelangi tapi bukan pada Kuning. (err sbb warna di-raja kut?)
• Suka pada Playboy but say NO to Si Miang. (geli geli geli menyampah i)
• Suka pada perempuan cantik tapi tidak pada si belagak. (gila kau baget cun jee)
• Suka Chinese but not to Kalingga. (one word : LEKIT!)
• Suka sangat Sundae tapi tidak pada Cone-nya. (entah tatau ^^ hahahh)
• Suka baca Komik tapi tidak pada Novel. (meleret sangatlahh cerita panjang nihh)
• Suka make friends tapi tidak pada Si Sombong. (what for? kau bukannya hot stuff punn)
• Suka Soft Toy tapi yang kecil sahaja. (sebab yang kicik comel okeh?!)
• Suka sangat bercakap tapi tak suke cakap ulang-ulang. (penat tau tau tau -.- )
• Suke kumpul jewelry, and maybe hobi aku kut hahahhh. (sebab cantik and cute kut)
• Suka someone tapi tatau either cinta atau sahabat. (haihhh)

Malas lagi :(

Sumpah lama tak update! ^^' Gila malas aku nih, but still aku rajin baca blog orang lain. Adoh, at last, blog sendiri terabai. Takpe-takpe, ni nak update nih okeh? Sekarang aku tengah malas nak sambung novel aku yang tak bertajuk lagi, baru 40% penulisan. I need my inspiration!! (-.-') Aku as a writer pon dah terkeliru dengan watak yang dah bercampur aduk dengan plot yang tak tersusun lagi, adohh! Tolonglah jangan bagi aku malas, tolonglah Tuhan! Hahahh, gila serabut aku sekarang kan? ^^' Even feeling agak "melayang-layang di angkasa" tapi mood nak writing still tak sampai. Bam and Fiqa, where are you when i need you both?! Hahahh :) Bam cakap kat aku, "B, aku rase kau patut jadi penulis liriklah". Tapi macam mana aku nak tulis lirik yang indah-indah kalau hati aku sendiri tak berbunga-bunga? Selalunye yg menulis ni feeling sampai sebab they all banyak pengalaman bercinta. Selalu aku menulis, aku pinjam perasaan orang lain (or maybe aku kuat berangan kut?!), so thats why penulisan aku macam menarik. Johan pulak cakap, "Seriously babe! You kena tukar job! Be a writer! Writer who lovesssss to talk about LOVE. Yeah I love everything is this story! Yesss it was really good. Try laaa jadi writer! Yeah writer who wrote about love. Relationship and romance. Ala-ala Carrie Bradshaw dlm sex and the city!" Hahahhh :) Jo, thats why ILOVEYOU! Tersangat supportive ok? Aku rasa aku boleh menulis dengan baik pon sebab aku kuat berangan kut. Hahhahh, yeah it was! ^^'

Eh lupe nak bagi tahu, aku ade beli kaktus kat Ikea last Sunday. Tersangat cantik and aku bagi nama kaktus tuh "Big Bang", hahahhh gila tak masuk akal kan? :) Sebenarnye aku pantang pergi Ikea sebab mesti aku beli "soft toy". Paling-paling tidak pon mesti 4 soft toy aku beli. Ibu, dah dah kita kene kurangkan pergi Ikea sebab nanti duit ibu jugak yang abes sebab beli soft toy jee. ^^'

Red Crab.

"KANI baby bye bye!"

Ok, before everyone wondering what am I saying just now. "KANI" meaning "CRAB" in korean language. It starting when my boyfriend said this sentence to Fiqa's boyfriend, then we're look at each other and we're laugh!! I dont know why but it's really funny when you say it fast. We love crab very much. Until now, we're still used this sentence as a password when we meet each other. Hahah!

I love you even more.

"And why she kissed you? Are you falling to her?" Hurm, bagai dihempap dengan batu yang tersangat besar. Sakit sama sekali, pedih teramat sangat.

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Aku (Angin), seorang perempuan yang terlampau biasa, dan jarang menemui cinta. Walaupun dimulut katakan "tak perlu cinta pon aku boleh hidup sempurnalah!" tetapi dalam hati, memerlukan perhatian dan kasih sayang dari seorang lelaki yang sempurna. Kekasih hati kepada si Langit.

Langit, seorang lelaki yang mempunyai paras rupa yang kacak, berpewatakkan seorang budiman, tidak mudah cemburu dan cerdik. Kekasih hati kepada si Angin.

Matahari, seorang perempuan yang dilabelkan sebagai perampas dan pantang melihat kawan sendiri mempunyai kebahagiaan dengan lelaki baik. Kawan kepada si Angin.

Tanah, kawan baik kepada Langit. Seorang yang positif.

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Aku tersentap setelah "drama" yang dilakonkan oleh Matahari terjadi dihadapan mata aku sendiri. Kenapa semua nih jadi kepada diri aku? Aku yang menganggapkan Matahari sebagai salah seorang dari temanku dan keluargaku, sanggup mencium kekasih aku sendiri. Tanpa segan silu, Matahari dengan selumber datang kepadaku dan berbisik, "He's mine!" Ya Tuhanku, adakah Langit sudah berubah hati dan melupakan aku?

Aku bagaikan tak dapat mengawal diri lalu menolak Matahari dengan sekuat hati dan mengakibatkan Matahari jatuh dan tercedera. Jeritan Langit kedengaran dari jauh, "Angin, apa yang you dah buat pada Matahari? Matahari cedera, we should send her to the hospital, NOW!!" Tapi, aku langsung tak mengendahkan Langit. Langit lupakah yang aku menjadi saksi kepada "drama" mereka tadi? Lalu, Langit dan kawannya, Tanah menghantar Matahari ke hospital dan meninggalkan aku.

Lama kemudian, mereka pulang dari hospital, tapi aku sangat kecewa selepas melihat Langit mengendong Matahari masuk ke rumah sambil Matahari bermanja-manja membuat suara keanak-anakkan dengan Langit, and she wear my Crocs! "Lepas boyfriend aku kau rampas, takkan Crocs aku pon kau nak ambil?" tapi dialog itu hanya bermain di kotak fikiran aku sahaja.

Bertapa kecewanya aku semuanya terjadi di depan mata aku sendiri. Hati aku pedih teramat pedih, hati aku menangis tanpa sesiapa pun mendengarnya. Kenapa semuanya terjadi kepada aku?

Langit datang kepadaku, memengang tanganku sambil membelai rambutku, tapi aku tak sanggup hendak mendengar ungkapan "perpisahan" keluar dari mulutnya. Dengan itu, tanpa mendengar sebarang penjelasan daripada Langit, aku melepaskan genggaman tangannya, dan aku menghidupkan motor yang terdendang dihadapan rumahku, lalu memecut tanpa hala tuju (walaupun first and last time aku bawak motor masa 3 tahun lepas).

Aku tahu yang Langit perlu ke US atas urusan kerjanya. Flight Langit pada jam 8 malam ini. Tanpa aku sedari, sekarang sudah pukul 5 petang. "Rupanya, sudah 3 jam aku atas motor ni." bisik hatiku. Bila fikirkan balik, aku harus mendengar penjelasan darinya walaupun ianya sesuatu yang memedihkan, mungkin juga aku tak kesah asalkan diri aku menyintainya sepenuh hati. Dan jikalau Langit dan Matahari ingin bersama, aku akan doakan yang terbaik untuk mereka. Kononnya, aku hendak call Tanah, ingin meminta maaf dan menanyakan lokasi Langit, tetapi Langit yang menjawabnya. And he say, "Angin, please come back home." Sayunya suara dia. Mungkin dia hendak lepaskan aku pergi. Mungkin. Hurm, aku mesti kuat!

Setibanya aku di perkarangan rumah, Langit sudah menantiku di hadapan pintu. Lalu aku mengambil tangannya dan menyalamnya. Aku kucup tangannya, dengan tanpa aku sedari, air mataku yang jernih mengalir jatuh.

"Halalkan makan minum I, and thanks because of your love, I'm happy until now. If you falling to Matahari, it's OK for me, because I'm only want you to be happy. Only your happiness can makes me live." kataku kepadanya.

Lalu tangannya membelai rambutku, dahiku dikucupnya. Kucupan itu turun ke pipi gebuku dan beralih perlahan ke bibirku. "Baby, I love you, I love you even more." bisiknya perlahan ketika bibirnya menyentuh bibirku. Lembut dan menyenangkan. Air mata Langit yang bak mutiara jatuh ke mukaku.

"I'm sorry for all my mistake, I just nak tolong Matahari, dia cedera. Before I nak explain everything to you, you dah pergi. I cari you dekat merata-rata tempat, tapi tak jumpa. I'm worried if anything bad happen to you. Thanks God you're alive!" katanya lagi. Tak sangka dia risaukan aku sangat.

"I saw she kissed you. Are you falling to her, Langit?" aku tanyakan kepadanya mengenai "drama" yang terjadi tadi.

"Mana ada dia dapat cium I, I mengelak and I tolak dia. I thought she just wanna see my painting, but then she trying to kiss me. And after that you push her, sampai dia cedera. Actually, I'm glad you do that. Haha!" sambung Langit.

"I tolak dia sebab dia cakap yang you ni milik dia! Siapa tak geram? Tak ada angin, tak ada ribut, tiba-tiba je she said like that. Nasib baik you mengelak dari kene cium dengan dia. Because I ingat baru nak serahkan you kat dia." kata aku kepadanya.

"Rapuhnya cinta you dekat I, sayang! You have to remember, my heart, my soul, my lips and my body is ONLY for you. Like I said, I love you even more!" katanya sambil aku dipeluk erat bagaikan aku sesuatu yang sangat berharga.

"I love you too. Eh, bukan you punya flight 8pm ni ke? sekarang pun dah pukul 7 mlm dah!" jeritku.

"I cancel, tak jadi pergi US. Ada orang replace. So don't worry, baby." katanya.

Kami bersama sampai ke hari ini. Harap tiada "ulat" yang mengacau lagi hubungan kami lepas ini.

**NOTED! Ini rekaan semata-mata. Tiada kaitan antara hidup dan mati. Hahah :)

Eh, berkhayal lagi. :)

Kisah 'gadis yang suka berkhayal'. Tak salah kalau gadis remaja berkhayal. Kan? Khayalan boleh membuatkan mereka bertindak secara melulu dan spontan. Ada kalanya merela akan malu sendiri atas tindakan mereka yang mereka sendiri tak sedari. Comel kan? (Eh, macam kisah i je kan?) *_*'

Rasa macam tak puas tulis cerita gadis yang suka berkhayal ni. I sendiri pun suka berkhayal jugak. Waktu sekolah rendah dulu, I suke gila kisah-kisah puteri dengan putara raja. Berangan nak kahwin dengan kerabat-kerabat nih. Lepas tuh i gila pasal artis pulak. ♥ Sekarang, i tersangat suka tengok orang yang cantik-cantik dengan yang kacak-kacak. Bila nak kahwin nanti boleh tak i nak pakai baju pengantin macam puteri? ^_^'

Untuk jejaka i, ♥ u always baby!

Maybe i ♥ you!

Hey guys, I start balik writing blog. Ops, bukan writing but typing. By the way, macam lama sangat tak update kan? Entah, I tak busy mana pon, but buat-buat busykan diri. Spend time dengan friends, fun juga. But lately, I macam falling love. I dont know why, but he makes me want to know him more. He too attractive for me. He so cute like my teddy bear and so sweet like lollipop. I'm starting nervous, can't breathing and sweaty when I beside him. Ada orang kata dekat I, "kau bukannya menggeletar, kau bukan tak dapat bernafas, tapi hati kau berdengup untuknya.." OK, mungkin ada logiknya disitu.

Maybe I ni memilih sedikit dalam hal berkenaan lelaki nih, but when it come to him, I macam just nak terima dia seadanya. Lantak lah orang luar nak kata yang rambut dia putih ke, dia ni botak sebelah ke, muka dia macam perempuan ke, dia punya style pelik ke, janji I like him, tak kesah lah even dia buat bunkface buruk macam mana pon, he still charming, on my eyes. Is it good or bad thing? I pon tak tau apa kena dengan diri I sendiri. But when I see him, I just want to be on his side, FOREVER. "Baby, maybe I ♥ you!"

One more thing, I rase tak terlambat lagi kan kalau I nak act macam perangai I yang dulu? It more fun! Doing my own stuff, tak kacau hal orang lain, hangout dengan girlfriends without boys, shopping, and lepak, just looking others people. Wah, I miss that moment! Well, I rasa tak terlambatkan to become like that, again? So Fiqa, make your self beautiful, kita hangout! :))

Only The Best.

Single doesnt mean loser nor gay. It's just the cupids are too busy throwing arrows to others first and they said " we save the best for last ". ♥

There something about you. My heart always beating, I will sweaty, and my hand shaking every time you're beside me. Is this called true love? Because I know how long this love can hold it in my heart. It will be forever, I love you and I will always love you. ❤

Out of Comfort Zone!

"Syda, tolong jangan update lagi gambar-gambar pemangkin kau. Tolonglah, semua itu bakal menyakitkan hati kau saja. Nanti kau akan merendahkan diri kau yang dah sedia ada rendah itu kerana melihat pencapaian mereka ke menara gading. Tolonglah Syda, hentikan apa yang kau buat ini." - kata aku kepada diri sendiri.

Baik, aku stop. Misi untuk berubah sudah bermula. Berubah menuju kejayaan sendiri untuk diri sendiri. Bukan untuk orang lain. Aku tahu aku boleh buat. InsyaAllah aku boleh buat. Aku merancang tapi hanya dengan keredhaan-Nya, baru aku boleh laksanakan segalanya. Mencari kebahagiaan diri sudah aku letakkan jauh-jauh dari lubuk hati. Aku kene kuat, sebab aku rasa aku dah terlampau manjakan diri ini. Aku kena berusaha semoga aku setaraf dengan pemangkinku. :)

My inspiration, I bet you gonna look at me someday!

The Inspiration.

Tengku Muhammad Fahmi (March 12, 1990)

Salam. First of all, aku sebenarnya tak kenal pun dengan lelaki yang bernama Tengku Muhammad Fahmi nih. Tapi aku tertarik dengan life style dia. This is one of the best picture ever and sebenarnya aku selalu update dia punya picture dekat Facebook. Aku nih macam stalker pon ada but NO I'm not. Just for me, his face look pure/natural and innocent. Nak-nak time nampak gambar dia in fully dressed baju melayu. Oh my God! Tak menahan diri dari menekan right click and kerja copy paste dijalankan. By the way Tengku Muhammad Fahmi, I'm so sorry because I didn't get your permission to grab your picture. But the truth is, aku sangat tertarik dengan gambar nih. Happy :)

Oh Tuhan.

Sayunya hati bila diiringi alunan violin terhebat oleh Alexander Rybak - Song from The Secret Garden. Mengucapkan kata-kata semangat untuk diri sendiri supaya mengembalikan keyakinan yang dahulunya pernah wujud seketika untuk diri aku. Bagi teman-teman, aku merupakan pembangkit semangat mereka. Tapi apakan daya, aku tak mampu berbuat demikian untuk diri sendiri. I'm so fragile, can be crack anytime and anywhere. Oh God, I also need someone to cheer me up. Please, please and please lend me someone who willing stand by my side even just for a while. Someone like "my new inspiration". After I get back my spirit and confidence, I'll return him back to you. Promise to you.

Tapi adilkah dunia bagi orang yang dilupai? Atau bagi orang yang ditinggalkan? Atau adilkah dunia bagi seseorang yang kurang medapat kasih sayang? Aku perlu mendapatkan kembali semangat aku yang telah lama hilang. Aku kene kembalikan keyakinan aku yang juga telah lama hilang. Oh TUHAN, tolonglah hambamu ini. Aku pohon jikalau Engkau mengambil segala apa harta aku didunia ini, Engkau janganlah rampas keluargaku, semangatku, keyakinanku dan serta kasihku terhadap-Mu. Tolonglah.

Best New Member of The Month.

The cute picture ever! Photo by Joey Johari. He was born on March 20, 1989 and stay at Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. Dia tak nak claim diri sendiri manja but the truth is, he was. Just joking ok Joey. But the most important is, Joey's really cute boy! Iye, dia sangat comel dengan mata ikannya itu. I really want to pinch his cheek. :))

Can You Fall in Love with Someone You've Never Met?

Kata Syda:
Maybe it depends on what you mean by falling in love. For me, I'll take sight, touch, movement, etc. that comes with actually meeting someone, finding the real attraction, and letting the mystique of "getting to know" each other work its magic.
But I won't sell short the romantic idea of thinking about the ideal of that interesting stranger you've never actually met either. Surely off in the distance somewhere, at some time. Don't you think?

David feedback:
You can fall in love with someone you've never met. I've had loads of crushes, but what makes it worse is, this is the first time I've genuinly fallen in love and she's taken. ):

Solacemoon Feedback:
I know what your saying that the love you have for someone you never met is probably more of an ideal.I'll tell you though love when it comes you feel it and no matter if the person is right there or far away it feels the same.
I do believe even if you do end up falling in love with someone you haven't met you eventually do have to meet but never expect perfection.I think you have to think I love this person but unconditionally at this point in time and it is a friendship.if it is meant to be something more it will be.I know it is possible to love someone you haven't met because I'm experiencing it myself but keeping things in perspective.Can I love in the real world yes of course but to be honest my world is small and people are not as friendly as they used to be.

Jordan Beightel Feedback:
I think it's possible to fall in love with someone over the internet. Love is a deep connection. One that can't be obtained at first glance. I think that when you're not able to hold that person close to you and see them and kiss them on a regular basis. It bonds you closer so that when you finally do meet.. it'll be magical. One day I'll be able to experience that magic. :)

Nina Feedback:
Well i have met someone thats in Iraq right now. We obviously cant meet until Feb but even then he lives in AK and im in CA. I spend all my free time talking to him and all time to sleep talking to him because theres a 12 hour difference. He accepts my flaws and makes me feel happy. I worry that he could be lying to me about things when im sitting here falling head over heels. I feel crazy!!

Kayla Feedback:
I do believe u can fall in love with someone u haven't met. I'm going through that now. We live in the same city but we never are in the same place at the same time it just sucks. I'm only 14 though but he might go to my school next year and I just hope he does. He is the best thing in my life. He told me that I'm the best thing in his life last week. I just know in my heart I am in love with him.

My Opinion About My Last Post "I Never Stopped".

Meeting you was fate.

Becoming your friend was a choice.

But falling in love with you was beyond my control.

Apabila semuanya tidak dapat diluahkan dan masing-masing memendam perasaan. Adilkah dunia? Permainan perasaan yang teramat menyeksakan. "Manusia" memerlukan pendirian yang tetap dalam permainan perasaan ini. Ini bukan perkara yang boleh dibawa main, kerana pada aku, perasaan merupakan perkara yang paling dekat dengan hati. Boleh membuatkan manusia biasa seperti aku menjadi sedih dan bahagia, semua dalam sekelip mata sahaja. Semoga semuanya berjalan dengan lancar. Amin.

Between Shia LaBeouf and Zac Efron.

Shia LaBeouf is way better than Efron unless you were talking to a girl under 13. So great job Shia! For me LaBeouf didn’t get stucked as Efron has. Sorry, but is my view. I mean, LaBeouf was also in a Disney channel series,Even Stevens and then he moved on. With the movies I’ve seen of him it’s like saying out loud he’s got like more experience in different type of films. I mean he can dance too. Man, he’s been in Transformers, Eagle Eye and for goodness sake, Indiana Jones! A lot of action movies. Anyway I prefere LaBeouf as an actor! He’s so really good with his facial expressions. He makes you believe as if things were really happening!

And for Zac Efron, is like I’m a bit bored of repetition. I don’t know about you but I see that LaBeouf is growing as an actor. People workin around can be pushing him to his limit and do a terrific job and he’s really getting into very interesting movies. Efron has somehow stayed in movies like high school musical and now he’s giving a shot with 17 again, which involves dancing and basket again? What the hell? Funny thought, I’ve seen these two in ER when they were like kids? but yeah, they’re doing a good job.

Hurm, maybe we should ask Spielberg about this!

I'll Never Stopped.

G: Your new girlfriend is pretty. (I bet she stole your heart.)
B: Yeah. She is. (but you're still the most beautiful girl I know)
G: I heard she's funny an amazing. (all the stuff I wasn't)
B: Sure she is. (but she's nothing compared to you)
G: I bet you know everything about her by now. (like how you knew just everything about me)
B: Only the stuff that count. (I can't remember what she says when I'm think of you)

G: Well I hope you guys last. (because we never did)
B: I hope we do , too. (what happened to me and you?)
G: Well, I have to go. (before I start to cry)
B: Yeah me too. (I hope you don't cry)
G: Bye. (I still love you)
B: Later. (I'll never stopped)

Girls Talk About.

Lee Dong-hae (born October 15, 1986), better known mononymously as Donghae , is a Korean pop singer and occasional actor. He is one of four lead dancers of boy band Super Junior and is part of its subgroup, Super Junior-M. Donghae is also one of the first four Korean artists to appear on Chinese postage stamps. Donghae was born in Mokpo, Jeollanam. Donghae initially had a dream to become an athlete, but under the influence of his father, who had a wish to become a singer, Donghae decided to train himself to become a singer. In 2001, Donghae successfully signed a contract with SM Entertainment soon after he jointly won the Best Outward Appearance award with future band mate Sungmin on the company's third annual SM Youth Best Contest. Under SM Entertainment, Donghae was put in singing, dancing, and acting lessons that same year. He was then recruited into a five-member boy band Smile, with future band mate Leeteuk, but the idea was soon dropped. In 2004, Donghae was put into another boy band and formed Super Junior with eleven other trainees. The group later became known as Super Junior 05, the presumed first generation of the rotational music group, Super Junior. Several days before the group debuted, Donghae made a brief appearance in November 2005 at SBS's Shin Dong-yup's There Is There Isn't panel.

Happy Becoming V'day Everyone.

Sekarang macam semua orang tengah sibuk mencari teman untuk V'day, atau mana yang dah ada teman, tengah mencari lokasi romantik untuk V'day. Cume aku rasa benda macam tu sudah tak diperlukan. Seperti tahun tahun yang sudah, aku menyambut V'day dengan family and my good friends. Thats good enough for me. Cuma aku agak cemburu dengan "sweet couple" yang telah prove dekat aku yang diorang memang bertahan lama dalam cinta mereka. Harapkan yang terbaik untuk mereka, itu doa aku.

Operasi "make a friend" and "be a good friend" sedang dijalankan. Mendapat kawan baru seperti Akmal Jamal dan Amir Aizat memang menyenangkan aku sebenarnya. Kawan aku all time iaitu Fiqa Shah, Syed Almashoor, Johan Kassim, Hani Shah dan Faezah Talib pula memang sentiasa berada di sisi aku dalam apa jua keadaan. Alhamdulillah, syukur sangat mereka datang dalam hidup aku yang makin hari makin menjadi sebahagian dalam diri aku ni.

Semoga hidup aku makin diterangi sinar mereka. ❤

Hidup Buaya.

OK, aku tak tahu lah sebab ape aku dah lama tak update blog aku nih. Kebelakangan nih, hidup aku agak kucar-kacir sedikit. So that aku memang kekeringan idea. Hahah ❤ Walaupun masih tak ada idea nak menaip pasal ape tapi aku dapat rasa hati aku makin tenang selepas insiden tempoh hari. Semoga aku makin tabah. Amin.
Sekarang nih, aku memang malas nak berkait rapat dengan umat yang berstatus boyfriend orang, tunangan orang ataupun suami orang. Memang mendatangkan masalah. Kalau boleh aku memang nak mengelak dari sebarang masalah. Aku juga berhak bahagia dan aku sebenarnya bukan alat permainan mahupun "last option" bagi kaum lelaki. Cukup sekali aku kena, next time OH TIDAK! Hahah ❤
Aku nak cakap tahniah dekat kawan aku nama Noor Afiqah Aman Shah ❤ Syed Yunsrizal Syed Zulkifli atas pertunangan mereka (14th February 2010). Proud of you, finally you find someone who deserve you better. Semoga berkekalan hendaknya. Wedding kau nanti, aku stok pengapit OK? Next time aku update lagi OK.

❤ Love you, all reader.

Great Friend With The Great Brain. You Rock, SMA!

Disebabkan SMA tahu tentang perkara itu..
(26/01/2010 3:24:17)

SMA : adoi
SMA : kesiannya
SMA : abestu kau mcm mana ni
SMA : ok ke tak ni
SMA : dia plak yg mintak couple kan
SMA : hmmm
SMA : takpe, kau jgn ah sedih2
SMA : rilekkkk
SMA : nnt kita pegi tgk kapal terbang
SMA : jangan kau nangis2 teresak2 kat bahu aku sudahla kan
SMA : bapak HINDUstan
SMA : stok bau bunga2 melur
SMA : haha
SMA : busuk sial

Disebabkan aku xdapat celeb velentine lagi tahun ni..
(26/01/2010 3:41:57)

SMA : kau tgk cite valentine ngan aku kat wayang ah
SMA : haha
SK : cite hantu ke?
SK : hantu ak reject awal2 ah
SK : karang tutup mata dr start cerita sampai abes
SK : bongok lah
SMA : hahah
SMA : cite romantik a
SMA : aku tgk trailer dia masa nak tgk wyg haritu
SK : kalau citer normal ok no hal
SMA : pelakon semua ngam

Mentong Baru Bangun Tidur.

Kata Afiqah Aman Shah pada aku "Diorang tak tegur kita pun tak pelah, bukan menyinari hidup kita pun. Tiang lampu kadang-kadang tak ada elektrik. Lagi payah kalau kau tak ada awan (a.k.a. aku dengan nok). Nanti hidup kau macam dekat padang pasir, dah susah nak cari air..." :D

Thanks buat aku gelak masa tuh, Fiqa. Lepas ni kalau aku bangun tidur, aku dah tak nak fikir hal yang membeban kan ni lagi. Berkawan adalah hak aku, dan aku rasa tak ada siapa boleh jadi penghalang. Aku tetap akan pertahankan ia. :D

Muntah Darah.

Agak meluat tengok cerita Kau dan Aku lakonan Mila, Akim, Aril, Anita Baharom, Raja Farah dan lain-lain. First time hari ni aku tengok cerita Kau dan Aku. Bukan nak kata apa, cuma nampak sangat budget buat cerita ni macam terlampau murah, dengan dialog cam tah ape-ape, dok asyik nak bergaduh pasal lelaki (between Akim or Aril) and masalahnya semua perempuan nak berebut-rebut dua lelaki tu aje. Macam tak ada lelaki lain kat kolej tuh. Setahu aku, cerita ni pasal student life at campus tapi jalan cerita tak membangun langsung. Dok rolling-rolling pasal berebut lelaki aje, sampaikan sifat seorang kawan yang baik aka sepupu pon dah hilang dan persahabatan macam murah sangat. Lakonan diorang terlampau fake! Aku faham diorang "baru" dalam bidang lakonan so it can be accepted. But Raja Farah yang dah lama berlakon pon aku tengok still macam tak pandai berlakon, mungkin sebab kelilingnya orang yang "baru" kot. Dengan lagu tema yang "DAMN STUPID", aku tak tahu lah nak cakap ape. Tolong lah Malaysia, kalau nak buat drama murah pon,bagi lah jalan cerita yang rasional sikit. Dialog jangan lah bagi dialog yang "kaku" atau pon "kebudak-budakkan" sangat. It's too "murah" lah pada aku. Bukan jenis cerita yang boleh jadikan pedoman untuk golongan macam aku. Sorry to say, even aku suka akan Akim and Aril personally, but cerita ni bodoh sangat bagi aku.

Motif?

Finally I meet up with Jo and Eka. They are "tukang gosip" yang paling hot. We all pergi makan, layan muvee Juon (sumpah dari awal cerita sampai habis,aku tutup mata!) and lepak bergossip. It's all happen at KLCC, Kuala Lumpur. Masa tengah melayan perasaan kononnya "artis majalah mangga wan-abe" dekat tepi kolam, suddenly Jo tanya something yang memang gila "soalan cepumas". Memang tukang gosip! Haha :) It was fun day. Next time kita beli sandwich and then lepak tepi kolam lagi ye!